April 2009
11 posts
I can’t stand to see her like this. Doped up on 10 different pain pills just so she can get through the day. She left her bed today for the first time since Friday and that was only to go see another doctor that probably has no clue what to do with her. I never understood what people meant when they would say that “the cancer was eating away at (insert name here)’s body”...
I wish i could be there tomorrow. I keep playing it over it in my head. I watch the entire show with a smile on my face. Then after the show I’m standing right behind you and call you. You answer the phone and we talk for a minute, and then I lean over your shoulder and kiss your cheek. It would be perfect. I wish I could be there tomorrow.
I havent had a night like tonight in a while. It was so good that I felt the need to write about it on this blog. Nothing really spectacular happened. It was just a great night. It started out not very promising. I stopped by Jays to show him the two mixes Mike sent us (which sound fucking ridiculous) and we ended up at a party with a bunch of really good people that I don’t get to see...
Today was a good day. Ran around all day getting everything for the Hot Topic instore. The turnout was good. People were there. I was pumped that we werent playing for nobody. Signed a bunch of stuff and felt like a rockstar. That’s always fun. And I saw our EP right next to Fall Out Boy’s new record. STOKED. That’s the pic I posted. Probably one of my favorite pictures...
You might play games, but I dont play that shit. I hate feeling like an idiot and I’m not about to let you make me feel like one. I thought you were different, but youre just like every other girl in this town. Im out.
I like being offered tours instead of being the one doing the offering. A possible extra two and a half weeks out is in the works. Stoked. Happy birthday to meeeeeee :)
